Anxiety

Anxious, anxious, anxious. These are the pits that I feel like my stomach is about to fall, my breathing staggers. I can't find any way to relax. It seems that my soul really can't find rest. Maybe its just my physical body thats anxious. I don't think so. I shouldn't be anxious if I have the Lord. I don't really understand. I beg for peace all the time. I don't easily trust or believe that God can take care of it. I feel like I haven't laughed so hard in a really long time. I also have not posted something on this for a very long time. I could say I'm sorry a bunch of times. I feel as though I'm breaking God's heart every time I say I'll post something but I don't. I honestly just can't take it. I can't sleep when I feel anxious. I really just can't handle it and I feel like its overtaking me. Everyone wants peace, so does this girl. Help me to trust and believe, Lord.